2018
I’m too aware and in my head to fully embrace the truths that I’m aware of. I’m aware but too afraid or set in my ways to practice actions that could improve my life. For example, I like to think that I’m a non-judgmental person but then I can hardly talk to anyone new without me automatically thinking that they hate me or think that I’m strange. That could be the case…or not the case…however, I’m not even giving that person a chance! They may actually be a good person…and I’m putting out dick vibes because I made up some crazy story in my head. Maybe this year, I’ll try harder or find some remedies out there to help me at being better at giving people a real chance. Maybe I’ll see that there are more people out there that want to be friends with me than I think!
Oh yeah, and I’m a very judgmental person in some ways, but I think that those have been bad habits that were inherited from some important people in my life…and the past few years I’ve taken it back a notch and have become rather than know unconditional love towards others.
